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5 things that you shouldn't know
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12/26/09
3:49 PM
1. I wish that I could be a much better person than who I am now. cause I am nothing, human, nothing.
why can't I be more friendly? why can't I be more realistic? why can't I be more? why?
because God gave me this. I know.
but why can't I develope this thing and become more? because I can't help it.
I always say "tomorrow's gonna be a better day" every night before I sleep.
but, I don't really know if it's really better.
2. Maybe I should quit this internet thing.
I AM annoying. A person actually told me that.
And I know, that many people hated me there. I know. So don't fake it.
3. You know times when you wanna hear sad songs and cry all day? I know it. I'm sick.
4. I couldn't help moaning and regreting. Why can't I stop? God gave me life to type this right now and I'm still regreting stuff? fk it
5.Sometimes I hate reality. Why reality have to do so much things that wrecks people's life? and the end you'll say "it's reality, dear". Then, fk reality.
I know this blog post seems depressed. But, actually I'm not that depressed.
beat it,kid!
Sarah
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undescribeable
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12/18/09
7:48 PM
you know I feel so mixed up this week
happy, fked up, mads, sad, freaked up, ecstatic.
why I'm happy?
-I got #1 in my class, my report card is ohkay
-Daily Booth and yaknowho
-I got couple awesome books to read this holiday
-something I can't tell you <3
-Allison Iraheta's CD
-Cameron Bright on Kawanku
-Boo Boo Stewart and Anne Bright replied my tweets
etc
why I'm so fked up?
-I can't tell you
-I can't tell you
-my Indonesian score in my report card :76 how pathetic
-freaked out acts that I can't tell you
-twitter is being a mess this week
-Anne Bright deleted some of her tweets, including her mention to moi
song: crushcrushfaint-Paramore & Linkin Park <33 hella awesome
loves loathes ignore it
Sarah
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cyber crush <3
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12/15/09
9:58 PM
good gracious I'm loving Daily Booth more because of this guy Trey Alexander aka Trey91
it's more of simple megagiga cyber crush
I actually hyperventilate and have goosebumps at stuff that he do, esp at the first photo he posted
GAH
and my pals said that he's gorgeous too
ok that's all haha
cyber crush! <3
Sarah
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Romeo and Juliet
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12/12/09
9:30 PM
"O here,will I set my everlasting rest. And shake the yoke of inauspicious stars. From this world-wearied flesh. Eyes, look your last! Arms, take your last embrace! and, lips, O you the doors of breath,seal with a righteous kiss. A dateless bargain of engrossing death."
-Romeo, Scene III
New Moon for the 4th time *grin*
♥ 9:18 PM
Went to PIM today and watched New Moon for the 4th time (ready for the 5th, mark my word!)
and bought Romeo and Juliet
and
Wuthering Heights in Kinokuniya today for holiday reading woop!
hmm... what else?
oh yeah the effing girls behind me when I watched New Moon today
gosh! They are loud, and they kept on kicking my chair -__- psh
hm.. well that's all I think
thou and thee (??)
Sarah
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my new fave video
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12/11/09
6:38 PM
THIS VIDEO
if you're asking what this video is
it's about Boys Like Girls, Adam Lambert, and Justin Bieber and the Jingle Ball crews talking and making handshakes
here's my fave quotes:
-Martin Johnson: respect the glitter
Adam Lambert: I'm sparkly
MartinJohnson (BLG): I can sparkle. Can you sparkle?
Justin Bieber: I can't sparkle
Martin: You can't sparkle?
Justin: I can't, I cannot sparkle
-Adam *ready for the snap handshake*: you don't have to , but it's sparkly have to
-Martin: Adam Lambert obviously don't know how to do a handshake
-Martin: everyone sparkles just for Adam
-Justin: that's the stupidest this I ever see in my life
Loves! *pound fist* *walkaway* *SNAP!*
Sarah
ps *pound fist* *walkaway* *SNAP!* is so happening! Adam Lambert made it
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does size really matters?
♥ 6:25 PM
I would admit this
I'm not like all of those girls in magazine covers
I'm not size two
I weigh more than those slim girls
but I won't say I'm fat
because saying that word, seems that I regret and I moan
I'm asking you,
does size really matters?
I know of course you say yes,evetho you say no.
but, why do people gets so picky with this subject?
Like, "ah she's fat. ew"
Like wtf dude
we're the same person, just in different
so if you're one of this kind of person
GET A LIFE
love,
Sarah
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talent, fame, and youtube
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12/10/09
9:18 PM
as far as I know, and of course you do know too
some of the singers now are from youtube first they think it's all just for fun and stuff, they sing or dance or show their stuffs and a major label sign them and KABOOM they're huge lmao
example : Marie Digby, Justin Bieber, Esmee Denters, etc
I have predictions that these guys gonna be huge:
The Good and Broken aka JaredandMarrissa
God I love them.. and they have their own EP now, Secrets!
sadly I can't buy it, it's on itunes *sob*
ok back to the topic,
Fame seems so easy peasy if you see it this way, right?
I found this interesting.. because there's so many talented people in this world and some of it actually want to share them to the world, and somebody's listening, and of course major label records listening too! haha
I hope this stuff keep on going!
music and rockin'
Sarah
ps. if you have talents, SHARE IT TO THE WORLD!
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no remedials
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12/9/09
10:36 PM
yet, I felt torn
like it was all just a
coincidence,
and worthless,
and useless
felt like falling
while you think you're in your best moments
I close my eyes, wide open
I think I'm sleepwalking
that reality become a dream
while imagination is the only thing sane
Apa yang bisa kamu banggain?
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12/8/09
8:53 PM
My mom asked me that today.
This will be a short blog,
but,
EMANG APA YANG BISA GUE BANGGAIN?
depressed,
Sarah
ps sorry on skadoosh, feeling too... y'know lah
The Boy in the Striped Pajamas
♥ 8:49 PM
This movie is a total MUST WATCH peeeps, actually this movie's about a friendship between two boys in the World War. And.... WAIT I'm not going to tell you the story! GO watch it yourself
and actually I cried so hard while watching this movie, no it's no drama.. but YOU HAVE TO CHECK THIS MOVIE OUT
Lines may divide us, but hope will unite us <3
Sarah
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that stuff I talk about
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12/7/09
9:46 PM
knowing that you are going to be alright
but the other side of you saying you want it to stop.
feels so masochistic
pain and the suffering actually kept me awake
behind this huge smile
and bold bright eyes
I actualy felt the world cracking
Masquerade
---> NO I'm not turing dark and gooey ahaha actually I don't know what to blog about, but I'm in this rush to blog, y'knoooow? ok, bye
gooey and slimy
Sarah
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it's all about YOUTUBE baby <33
♥ 7:48 PM
seeing that I'm addicted to twitter and dailybooth an BLOG
haha I'm addicted to youtube!
and I'm going to share some of my fave channels (NON CELEB) *hyper*
1. Ryan Higa
he's SUPERB!
he's totally funny and.... oooh shucks I can't find the bad side of this channel geeeez
GO CHECK HIM OUT!!!
2. Shane Dawson
he's REDONKILOUS! if thats how we spell it hmm
he's totally funny and you should watch him
but reminder, he used some innapropriate contents
so, it's a matter of taste actually
3. Ray William Johnson
oh gosh I really love him.
Besides that this channel is soooo interactive with weekly questions that you could answer and probably he'll post in th next vid, he put in epic vids or he said as viral videos that you could LAUGH OUT LOUD hahha
4. Kaleb Nation aka Twilightguy
Oh wellm I'm a huge twilight fan, and he's funny too so it clicks!
5. Deefizzy
not my favorite, but I do watch him haha
6. Zeldaxlove64
she's 15, she's talented, nuff said
7. Nick Dreamer aka THE KING OF SONG COVERS aka hitmanbreakeroftheye
YOU HAVE TO WATCH THIS CHANNEL ASAP
Um.. I think that's all,if I actually miss someone I'm going to post it in another blog :DD
loathes and loves
Sarah
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cutting yourself doesn't make you emo
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12/6/09
8:16 PM
I opened dailybooth today, and found out that metalpandalives is commenting to some of secret booth's pics.
And those pics are about cutting.
You know... the things that depressed people do.
And he said that, "cutting yourself doesn't make you emo or something, faggots"
or something,
and I totally agree with him
idk if people here in Indonesia do cut themself but, I hate the facts that teens cut themselfs because they said that "their life is over", "depressed", "life's not fair" or something.
and I learned that people do like to cut themself because their brains produced some kind of endorphine or something that gives you this satisfaction
aneh kan? I know right?
so cutting yourself did gives you addiction!
so don't be a dumb head and try to cut yourself
Cause you MUST be thankful for the life that God gave you
wherever your life ended up
"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow"
anonymous
So don't give up
smiles and high fives,
Sarah
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Meet DAILYBOOTH
♥ 6:20 PM
so, probably most of you people know, that I am currently obsessed with this thing (if you have a twitter and followed me you probably know)
so this is how it goes you open dailybooth.com
go pick sign in, or sign up :
take a pic or upload one :
and then go comment other's pic with text or photos or text AND photos
with live feed or people options. The comment box is like this :
and there ya go
and btw, DAILYBOOTH IS ADDICTING!
WATCHOUT!
peace, love, dailybooth
Sarah
ps : follow me! dailybooth.com/fevrier95
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Hello world, I'm back from all those damn tests
♥ 5:26 PM
I think I did good on my test.
Hmm.. yeah.
So far I didn't get any remedials (THANK GOD)
So, I probably have a week of freedom!
until it's report card day and KABOOOOOOM
but...
I really need your prayers, people...
My mom promised me "something" if I got the first or second rank
hmm YEAH
I'm feeling kinda bored now, notice I use so many "hmmm", "so", "yeah"
idk what to do now
ok
BYE
kisses,
Sarah
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