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5 things that you shouldn't know
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12/26/09
3:49 PM
1. I wish that I could be a much better person than who I am now. cause I am nothing, human, nothing.
why can't I be more friendly? why can't I be more realistic? why can't I be more? why?
because God gave me this. I know.
but why can't I develope this thing and become more? because I can't help it.
I always say "tomorrow's gonna be a better day" every night before I sleep.
but, I don't really know if it's really better.
2. Maybe I should quit this internet thing.
I AM annoying. A person actually told me that.
And I know, that many people hated me there. I know. So don't fake it.
3. You know times when you wanna hear sad songs and cry all day? I know it. I'm sick.
4. I couldn't help moaning and regreting. Why can't I stop? God gave me life to type this right now and I'm still regreting stuff? fk it
5.Sometimes I hate reality. Why reality have to do so much things that wrecks people's life? and the end you'll say "it's reality, dear". Then, fk reality.
I know this blog post seems depressed. But, actually I'm not that depressed.
beat it,kid!
Sarah
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